this'll teach me...
So rather than just put the telly on sleep timer and go to bed tonight, I thought, no, I'll go to bed early (early for meb eing midnight) and read, and then just go to sleep. Well, reading turns into "only 180 pages left, may as well finish it" (trashy chick novel - chewing gum for the brain, as my dad would call it) then it's 2am and I'm off to sleep...or so I thought...turns out when not being soothed to sleep by the telly, my brain likes to go wandering around and digging things up that have been carefully tucked away, or buried, and get me all worked up over shit that's nothing I can control, or in some cases even give a shit about, but rattle that cage enough, and I'll find something about it to get my knickers all twisted up ...3:30 arrives, I'm still wide awake, I give up and put on the telly, but now the crazy legs have set in, I have to be at work in 7 hours. I am SO not a happy camper.
So what have I learned from this debacle? Something I knew all along. Change is bad. Very very bad.
Feh.
